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Topic:Patman's stream of conciousness thread
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by: stevensass
Feb. 7, '09 2:38pm
Go ahead Pat. Take it away.
by: patman
Feb. 8, '09 10:47pm
HAPPY DOG


Is it better to be a happy dog

or a depressed human?


i got nothin'...

more than less.


"no"


means more than yes.




because pain teaches...






Life is a guess...



Too many get it wrong.

Love is the best

seek it long...


but...




Any oath can be broken

any lie can inspire

any cry can be ignored


Every try could be futile!

every life could be brutal!!




every lie has an eye...




that sees

what it said...






Every dream has a border

of dread...


















c'mon, happy dog

c'mon happy dog.......................
by: patman
Feb. 15, '09 9:21pm
d o w n



i slip down...

like a large frown...................






way down





downdowndowndowndown
way
down














small spot

in my head


seems

to

be

waiting











boom


by: patman
Apr. 30, '09 8:27pm
weisme..

There IS no "it"

there is no shit

so how could i

be out of it?

Burpy burped

and the small frog in the pond is dying

my mind i like

my mind is like

my mind

my mind is like me

me is like

me

which isn't me

me isn't me

weisme......


ifthebreezegetstoostrong...
i'mlikethetreesinthebreeze

ifthebreezegetstoostrong...


so i write...
if i ruled the world it would be better...

you would see,

but i have nothing to be.



a prince without followers is lost

and yet

i am too old to be a prince

and still lost....................



i am The Professor Of Pop

but noone knows it

so i write

invisible poems

and sing songs that noone hears

i'll write this little song

just for you

i am

Steve Sudanym

i am

patman



now

i am

The Professor Of Pop (p.o.p)



if i ever get my music out there...



i will RULE THE (fake)WORLD!!!




pat the cat and Bo the bear


"there is no here

there is no there

noone is clothed

noone is bare".



there is no this

there is no that

noone is thin

noone is fat..."

so said pat the cat



"if there is no here

and there is no there

i am where?"

queried Bo the bear



said pat the cat

"there is breathing

there is talking

there is thinking

fire is red

the sky is blue

there is no me

there is no you."




mybad

sorryifi'maverycomplexindividual



none


a silent voice

speaks

the invisible word

with none hearing

with none

n

o

n

e

n
o
o
n
e


notsomuch


im conflicted. "Sugar Babe, would' ya please pass me the me...?......."



im-not-me

nuttin'ta-see

not me

keep mov-ee

ing

to-wards

THE GIANT HAND IN THE SKY!

He will save us

although there is some controversy

about

THE GIANT HAND IN THE SKY!

Whether it be male or female......................

so...

He/She/It will save us

an'dat-ain'tno-loadacrap.





i'm conflicted:

there is this thing called real life

which appears to be real

but has never been "proven"

to be real.



but pain teaches

and

seems...



REEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAALLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



pain makes you pay attention more than pleasure

and in that sense is superior

and yet pleasure appears to be

extremely necessary

or addictive or

something

BIG!











in a kal way...

by: patman
May 9, '09 6:53pm
RICHARD

it's kinda
stupid
retard
sensitive
me

but he laughed well

and heartily.


Nay Sir,

the song was not comedy...


no apology...
by: patman
May 10, '09 11:05am
Bad Mood Swing!



there are many inhumane acts

occuring at all times

in this hell realm!

2much 2much

bad is just a word

but there are

evil acts.

i find life depressing...


correction



the way people act

is what i find depressing.


what people say and do is depressing

what i do is what i do

i am imperfect like you...
by: patman
May 10, '09 11:07am
retard me

the weak are stronger than the strong

the strong just will not let them go!

Tonight is the "BIRDS CONCERT"

for me

wow!

like Beetoven

to me

as i hear

wow!

but do birds sing because they're happy?

yea, horny an happy

horny an happy


but tonight they are making me

"fake happy"

an incredible acheivement

by them...





for

retard

me.


Tomorrow colder...

i must be bolder

has been my life story

Only boredom bores me...



i have always wanted people to acheive

their true glory

and get along..............



just

retard me...

by: patman
June 2, '09 9:23am
small


i don't feel i have a choice in the matter...

or any matters...

like the smallest ant

i crawl

through life

as it is known

i could be great

but

i

am

small



by: patman
June 15, '09 1:12pm
Red Dog Flu


i had this story about the Red Dog flu but...

that was another story...

now i got the real flu

and managing a tootache

with

1-Oil of Oregano

2-A pinch of Ground cloves with water

3-and a little piece of garlic.

And all placed right on the tooth

and on the gums

to get to the roots

ok do it one system

at a time

and leave it a while

hey

if ya got time

leave it a few minutes or more.



Relief can be quick.



We interrrupt this valid poem/info piece

with a statement about

real life

right now.


FraudPharm

What is now called "medicine"

helps the one

the one

the industry

the industry

for profit..

Capitalize on the misfortune of others.




GREED HEAD

THE MONSTER

THE MONEY SUCKERS

THE WORST ADDICTION OF ALL TIMES!
by: patman
July 14, '09 10:01am
good ole regular shitty

So i was dreaming that i was depressed and suicidal, just before i woke up, and then i woke up and felt as depressed as a shit-monkey. i know better than to try to escape; Ok, it's like a spiders web, the more you struggle the worse it gets. OK, two hours later i started feeling a little better, and three hours later i don't even feel like dying anymore--back to good ole regular shitty.

by: patman
Nov. 5, '09 1:54pm
CLASSIFIED POEM

human creatures go by sight
oxy morons over-eggaterate
as i forget spelling
dat i ALREADY KNEW!
sight
over real
we believe too much
in what we see...

code name
blind.
by: patman
Feb. 14, '10 10:44pm
PAT THE CAT

"There is no this
there is not that"
said pat the cat.

"Why, there is no this
there is no that"
said pat the cat.

"i like to get shitcaked"
said Burpy.

Pat The Cat
laughed with delight.
by: patman
Sept. 2, '10 10:20am
GREEDHEAD!

The internet
will be taken over
by who?
GREEDHEAD!
THE MONSTER!
THE MONEY SUCKERS!
THE WORST ADDICTION OF All TIMES...


by: patman
Sept. 2, '10 10:26am
ALL THE WORDS HAVE BEEN TAKEN

"People use them
and people abuse them
too much...
All the words
have been taken"
said pat the cat.

"All the words have been taken
they don't mean anything anymore".

"All the words have been taken
they don't mean anything anymore".

"All the words have been taken...












by liars!"

by: patman
Dec. 28, '10 9:01pm
it's trippy man
it's trippy...
i need to be out there doing my music--
and tryin 2save da planet
itstrippymanitstrippy

it's trippy











THERE IS NOTHING TO ANYTHING

The Mad Professor
then spoke briefly to his clients
"We must go to war"
"We must go to war"

if you know that...

u
no
nothing

And now back to our show
Expectation Zero...

"It's just a bad dream Jimmie
go back to sleep..."

by: patman
That's it.
by: patman
Feb. 28, '11 10:58am
Depression

Depression has a way of kicking you in the head so hard
that when you get up
you forget which way you were going.
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 7:46pm
THE DEAD SEA IS DYING

The Dead Sea is dying
while we are all thriving,
not realizing
that we are all lying.

We are all lying
while the Dead Sea is crying,
it wants us to hear
that our own death is near.

The Dead Sea is dying
and we are NOT TRYING!
we take without returning
leaving nature starving and yearning...

We are all lying
while The Dead Sea is crying,
and we are all dying
as The Dead Sea is dying.








by: patman
Apr. 28, '06 2:24pm

i borrowed the title. It was the name of a story on the MSN homepage about an hour ago. That was my inspiration.
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 7:54pm
patman song lyric:

HOLES IN MY HEAD

My favorite color is two
why is water always wet?
i think that life is really scary
like you perform without a net.
i changed my name to human race
i'm gonna buy a new face.

i think that silence isn't crazy
and doin' nothn' isn't lazy
i keep forgettin' where i been
i think that that is really Zen.
i don't eat meat cause that is dead
GOT ALL THESE HOLES IN MY HEAD

WHY CAN'T WE JUST SEE?
WHY CAN'T WE JUST SEE?
WHY CAN'T WE JUST SEE?.....

BECAUSE WE'RE ALLLL FUNCKING BLIND!!!!!



Oh waiter, please stop by
you see there's soup on my fly
and then i saw what can't be beat
a woman eating with her feet
there's two things i don't know why
ya gotta live ya gotta die.

my lucky number is red
am i still me when i'm dead?
why does there have to be colors?
don't tell my mother but i never make my bed.
i don't even know why my brains don't fall out
CAUSE I GOT HOLES IN MY HEAD...

why does there have to be colors?. i got holes in my head. why does there have to be colors? i got holes in my head.....














by: patman
July 18, '06 9:31pm

(July 18, '06 9:40pm) Slight changes, (or not so slight), i get those two mixed up, to the 1st paragraph...Um, then i added a bridge.
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 7:58pm
17 VISIONS (gods and politicians lie).


Got to succed-there is no end to greed
in-sa-tia-ble-i got to feed

i got to grow-i got to know and know and know
of knowledge-there's always more you need to know

YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO KNO-O-O
THERE REALLY IS NO PLACE TO GO
THERE REALLY IS NOTHING MISSING
ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW

I'M GONNA ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM (3X)
SHOW ME TO THE EXIT PLEASE
I'M GONNA ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM (3X)
FLY MY ASS RIGHT OUT A HERE

YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO KNO-O-O
THERE REALLY IS NO PLACE TO GO
THERE REALLY IS NOTHING MISSING
ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW

i'm gonna win-i'll beat the rest
i deserve it-cause i'm the best
god helps me-THEY can just die
if god says so-there is no asking why

YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO KNO-O-O
THERE REALLY IS NO PLACE TO GO
THERE REALLY IS NOTHING MISSING
ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW

YOU REALLY JUST NEED TO KNO-O-O
THERE REALLY IS NO PLACE TO GO
THERE REALLY IS NOTHING MISSING
ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW

I'M GONNA ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM (3X)
KILL THE ENEMY OUT OF FEAR
I'M GONNA ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM (3X)
lifeeternal i can see FOR WE-E-E-E-E........


by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:10pm
...WAKE UP

Well i woke up today
had nothin' to say
Cause no matter what i do
things don't go my way-
wanna go back to bed
maybe have a good dream
maybe find true love
or so it will seem.

i was flappin' my arms
i was gettin' pretty high
nobody seemed surprised
that i knew how to fly-
i just kept on flyin'
till i found a magic land
and i heard the greatest music
from the greatest band.

i look up at the stars
then i look around
then i look again
there are none to be found-
i look at my watch
and it says B7
then a purple frog says
welcome to fake heaven.

Now i'm seein' in slow motion
and i'm flyin' fast
there's a lot of obstacles
i'm gettin' past-
now i see that the sign says
turn left here
so i, turn right
and i stop and get a beer.

i meet a lovely lady
that i've always known
i take a sip of beer
and she turns into a phone-
i'm in a bus station
and i don't know why
I DON'T NEED NO DAMN BUS
CAUSE I KNOW HOW TO FLY!

All the sudden i wake up
and i sit up quick
and i look at my watch
and it says, "i need to be fixed"-
i look out the window (wake up)
and everything looks weird (wake up)
then i see a red horse (c'mon wake up)
with a FLAMING BLUE BEARD... (WAKE UP!)
BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Wooh, what the frog was that?????????????????????????????????????????






by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:13pm
Kung Fu
Author Message
by: patman
Sept. 30, '06 10:08pm

(Sept. 30, '06 10:59pm) All of the sudden it shows up on channel 20 WPYX-it's old school, corny, technically crap, bad acting; but i think anyone into any spiritual path will appreciate it.


by: patman
Sept. 30, '06 10:57pm

(Sept. 30, '06 10:58pm) It's important to understand that all of the violence in this show is a product of our culture. It couldn't air otherwise. ie The "Good guy's must beat up the bad guy's at the end.


by: patman
Sept. 30, '06 11:25pm

i don't understand why this particular show is ridden with DRUG commercials, it makes me shut the volume off. Anyone get what i mean??
by: patman
Sept. 30, '06 11:54pm

(Sept. 30, '06 11:55pm) Restless Legs Syndrome??????????????? HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. Don't you frogheaded retards get this is a RIP-OFF??????

by: patman
Oct. 1, '06 12:02am

(Oct. 1, '06 12:16am) THEY ARE CREATING NEW (SO CALLED) DISEASES! What a morally appprehensible thing to do! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$


by: patman
Oct. 1, '06 12:22am

Illegal posts..Not that bad though...
by: patman
Oct. 1, '06 1:11am

When the "side effects" are worse than "the condition".......
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:25pm
PUNCH ME IN THE FACE! (patman poem)

i need to erase you, from my memory.
i need to schedule you, out of my mind.
i'm running out of scotch tape for my heart.
"the fool" would like to play a different part.

When i look into your eyes...
i begin to melt.
A deep longing for you, is what is felt.
When you tease me, with your alluring grace
i want to be with you, and in no other place.

When i gaze into your eyes......melt.
Deep longing...... felt.

You tease me
you tease me, with your grace.

i'd rather...


YOU PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE!

by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:31pm
Vytorin commercials:

by: patman
Aug. 29, '07 10:18pm

(Aug. 29, '07 11:12pm)

All the people look suurealistic; like Andy Warhol's relatives.
"I can be my real self again".
There's a lot of people that aren't paying attention in this culture
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:48pm
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:
Author Message
by: patman
Jan. 6, '08 10:27pm

So yea, my apt. is condemed again. 2nd nite i stayed here. Writing in very dim light. Go to ymca tomorrow. flooding probalbly coming soon too. there are soo many people worse off than me... MAY EVERONE BECOME FREE FROM ALL SUFFERING........editing done. 2nd editing too

by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:51pm
WHY DOES EVERYONE LOOK LIKE ANDY WARHOL???
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:52pm
RK Star Newsletter (latest)
Author Message
by: patman
Jan. 19, '08 8:24pm

i keep my heat between 55-65 most of the time. i ride a bike, even in winter, (OK, i'm not "normal"), so when i get home from work i'm quite warm for quite awhile with no heat, (i shut my heat off when i go to work and when i sleep--unless it's VERY COLD--SHIT! shouldn't a said that, it's gonna get badass cold soon they tell me, my fault.
Anyway, Americans and of course other cultures are spoiled rotten.
i remember Jimmy Carter asking Americans to turn down their heat a couple of degrees-- nope, Americans were insulted i guess.
There's my ramblin' babble.
OK?
by: MikeOwl
Jan. 20, '08 1:12am I thought your apartment was condemned or something. You posted something last week about having to go to the Y to stay. Hope you've got your own place back again.

Are you playing out again? I'm getting an acoustic band together with a friend I went to high school with.

I'm also working on giving up the drinking completely. I love to party like a rockstar but it's wearing me down. Rock on...
by: patman
Jan. 20, '08 10:54am

i've been living in a comdemned apt. for since Jan, 5th--very stressful, part of the tyime the toilet wasn't working. i just got a new apt. my landord doesn't know yet. When my brother helped me move we took one load and then he all of a sudden said he had to go. Nice, i didn't pack the matress.
by: patman
Jan. 30, '08 8:44pm

(Jan. 30, '08 8:46pm) i got a new apt and just got my puter up tonight. Bye Bye slum Lord. Watch out, i'm back. Yes it's new improved crazy-ass patman.


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by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:53pm
PUNK POEM
Jan. 30, '08 9:33pm

All poetry needs to be FUCKED UP THE ASS!
Except that which is compassionate
and that which makes sense.
Egoist's need NOT apply.
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:55pm
speck (pm improv poem)
Jan. 30, '08 9:57pm

i see you?
Behind what!
How many filters?
How many conditioners?
How much "make up".

THE TRADITIONAL FEMALE WARRIOR'S MASK!

Who are YOU when you lie?
Someone destined to cry.
Lie and die
Lie and die
centuries old
the tale has been told...
YOU really think you are something...
speck.

ok, doesn't sound so nice patman...
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 8:58pm
god(s)
Feb. 9, '08 9:32pm

My shit doesn't stink

i just make believe it's pink--

sociopaths roam like lions

in this den of hell:

One can live an entire

life like this.

Killing can always be justified:

gods have done it numerous times--

but you can never pin the rap on them

because they always get someone else to do it.

Abraham (Abrahm);

you would have actually killed your son?..

to a one of the Hebrew warrior gods.

If, in the Bible,

everything was the same

except for one thing:

god actually allowed Abraham to kill his son...

Would you still believe?



It is such a comfort to believe in GOD

Like Santa Claus except everyday

so it's even better.



Most people believe in whatever god

there parents taught them to believe in.



i say...



If you are not god then there is no god.

If you are not god then there is no god.

If you are not god then there is no god.





when there is NO REWARD

when noone is looking

but you do

THE RIGHT THING





you are god.
by: patman
Mar. 9, '11 9:04pm
who the frog is patman?

(Aug. 25, '08 9:34pm) authentic. Noone.



Just some thoughts:
They're marketing women's underarms these days, and i think penis size may be inverse to brain size. And i see a culture in decline. Just some thoughts.

Life was perfect:
There was a time when life was perfect; there had to be. or how else could we see? our own imperfection? blind as we are we "see', and judge what we see. AND WITH AMAZING PRECISION, WE ARE ALMOST ALWAYS WRONG! The blinder lead the blind. In a perfect world...i wouldn't be here. i'm just tryin' to help this one.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 10:05am
PARADISE


Paradise is identical to earth

at least is was

in the beginning.

Paradise...

same as it ever was...



Paradise is identical to earth

except in paradise

Everyone is enlightened.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 10:08am
THE GRAND FROG


And The Grand Frog spoke loudly

and The Grand Frog spoke wisely

proclaiming!

"War is peace"

"War is peace"

"War creates peace"


"and quiet"... (sung)


"War creates peace

because

the dead cannot speak."


The Grand Frog paused

and the Grand Frog spoke

"If war creates peace

why is there always more

war???"
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 10:28am
EVIL ARROWS

i will stop drinking
when the world stops being a...

HELL REALM!

for me...



it is a hell real, i mean



not just for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!



So then ...



i

TRY!

YEA!

TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!



THE THING

i STINKING HATE

STINKING

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE



about trying...





IS...


if there was one thing: the thing the thing: the one thing

the one thing i hate about stinking trying is...

it doesn't work

it doesn't work

the one thing i hate about stinking trying

iiiiiiizzzzzzzzz




WHEN!

it doesn't work!


i stinking hate trying WHEN! it doesn't work.




WHEN IT DOESN'T WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

excuse me

it doesn't funking work!!!!


ok i'm all wrong

it's like i'm oblong

too short or too long

too weak or too strong

oblong

i don't belong

that's my song.


False hope is like good dope...

but neither lasts...




Words

are

weapons

human

beings

use

to

deceive....

their perceived




enemies

and sometimes...

friends

friends and enemies

friends are enemies...

Like a bad dream...



got bounced around a lot

bounced around a lot

bounced around a lot...




forgot to die

young...................................



now in the agony, now in the pain

i'm cryin' in the rain

there is an absence of home home on the range

too many deranged

lamed

unnamed




Worthy

but not proclaimed




Evil arrows

are aimed

characters and people

are destroyed

or maimed.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:19pm
slow moving fart


So i'm old

and i'm a loser

but i should be a winner

and i hate (real) life

but sometimes i laugh

but

my life is not so half an' half.



i'm depressed most all the time

(just heard the music ta that in my head.)

What happens when you start wakin' up on the wrong side of the bed?...



EVERY FRACKING MORNING!





The night is artificially

a special delight

hope-fully

every nite



short lived

if at all

short people can try to stand tall.



This is not my favorite part

life is like a slow moving fart.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:21pm
Smile on a float (edited)


EVERY! thing is depressing

thing is depressing

depress

is de-e-eee.............................



Goin' wrong and messin'

Going in the wrong direction!

Loss of love and affection

We need love for EVERYONE

LOVE FOR EVERYONE

LOVE FOR EVERY FREAKING ONE!

Or at least non-harm...

In thought and action

At least an open heart.

You were not the reason for all this to start.







Hope is...

a happy smile on a float

but where does it fit?

Even if there's a bright future

are you in it?



Everything floats on by

like the clouds...

be

bop

hip

hop...



















float

pop...
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:24pm
EQUATION



Science + Politics =

















Answer:



















Politics

2

religion plus politics=

anything + """""""""


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by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:31pm
STOP


to be strong is not to be a man

in the leaf there is a pond

to be weak is to be beyond

the answer is not strong

think is not what you think

right must be better than wrong

but all that lies is gone...

right is the hard song

wrong is the baby song

wrong is the baby song.



is

this

think...











stop.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:40pm
The greatest thing about life! (edited)
Author Message
by: patman
Jan. 16, '09 9:31pm

(Mar. 10, '11 8:38pm) My wish.....
could i please go to HELL!
Ok, said it wrong.
could i please go to bed and wake up in a lesser hell???
No, that was wrong...






COULD I PLEASE GO TO BED AND WAKE UP DEAD!
That's a take...

Invisible words

i feel

like i speak

invisible words.

The invisible word

unknown

unheard.

i speak...

the invisible word.................



"The Harm"

outmanuver

"The Charm"

in this desolate land

a land not grand.



The tongue

become

number 1

the speech deceives

human liars with greed-

-addiction

pollute the planet.

Even if you believe

"it" can't it.



"And now back to REAL LIFE"...

here's our sponsor ...

Sparkles an' Sprinkles



the talkers...

the decievers...



The bad

get glad

the good get mad

then sad...

Looks like, the good guys

are never gonna' win.



Human life is disposed of...

greedily and speedily.



Corn on the cob

is

Corn on the cob

but when corn isn't corn anymore

Corn on the cob


IS NOT CORN ON THE COB.




It is Frankenfood!!!



Men are women's vehicles

and they WILL ride you..



And the answer is...

i'm only one person

and

i shouldn't be focusing

on my own tragic plight.............



i feel like...

wasted

energy...





incomplete...











look at me



beep beep................................



Why are YOUR DEMONS

at my door?

When i'm fighting

for the one i adore???..



Evil people look like robots...

beep beep...

Why???



This weather's

ASS

is COLD!

where i live.

Too cold.

Messed me up,,,

a little bit.



i am

observing myself...

losing my memory...



We are all addicted to the media

We are all addicted to the media

Welcome again


the winds the winds the winds...



That thing!

right now!

That's the greatest thing about life..
fooooo...............................
by: stevensass
Jan. 24, '09 11:41pm patman i'm not followin' ya
by: patman
Jan. 28, '09 9:25am

Zen at the end.
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:45pm
the end. (my jazz)/why do i do that?



the end.

















why do i do that?

why do WE! do that?

why is there an end?



















why do i do that?



The end starts at the beginning...

the beginnings

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeem

to never end......................................





Why do i drink another beer?

who am i?

brilliant is brought to shame

while daily

greed is brought to gain...





a world...

"shimmering with beauty"..............



is brought to shame!!!



WHY???...............











is

a world shimmering with beauty

brought to shame???





this is where i do my jazz

yea

jazz

baby

my...

my

my...







the end

why do i do that?

the end

why do i do that?

the end of the world

ends in shame

why do i do that?

















this

is

the

end

of

the

world.

















why do i do that?


my jazz
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:47pm
this

addiction contradicts free will. free will acts, to fill, your mind with thoughts, that presume, that, free will exists. IF IT DOES NOT EXIST, WHAT IS THIS???
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 7:49pm
all i had

i was stoned but i wasn't stoned. i had a tootache but i didn't have a toothace. it was windy. yea it was windy. i got to go-- no place. Life keeps getting in my face.

i have a core belief that life leads to death!

if "life is short"

death may be brief...



Long life

brief death...

that's all i've ever had...



where is the "rest"?

(pun intended)
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 8:13pm
silly boy piff

All is relegated to the past so that the future can begin..

flowers seem to

last for months

days for hours

my time?


mytimehasnevercome...

overanover

mytimehasnevercome...

mytimehasnevereverevercome...

overanover


butthereisnome...


is this life this?

what's the chance of this?


silly boy piff

dancin' like a fool

sayin'

"there's nothing to this"


silly piffy boy

silly boy piff

dancin' like a fool

sayin'

"there's nothing to this"

"there's nothing to this"


silly boy piff...













he's such a silly piffy boy

by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 8:20pm
compassion



my family is not supporting me

my opinion does not matter

my desires

have no buyers

there are criers

life is dire

but we project

inrmindinrmindinrmind...

project hate unto others

we

project hate unto others.



this is not fun

under the sun

moon etc...





creatures

growl...

discontent...



are all animals?

all are animals..?!



that's what i've discovered.



i've discovered peace of mind!

but i'm lyin'

lifesdyin humanskillinlife dyin humancompassion inlifedyin...

human skill in life dyin...

hunan compassion in life dyin....

compassion is a compass that must guide us on our way

corruption

erupts

corruption

disrupts


humanity



and causes damage

and decay...



damage

and decay...
by: patman
Mar. 10, '11 8:26pm
How Do WE Know?


(this is one i did at The Van Dyck or Moon And River...2-3 years ago, i guess...)

Can the blind see in their dreams?

And who knows who is blind?

You think you know

because you see...

right?????????????



i am actually a super-hero

i'm just having an off life.



A man was granted...

3 wishes.

1st-He wished to become enlightened.

Then he wished that EVERYONE would become enlightened.

Then he wished that

no more wishes would be granted.



If the entire world

consisted of good people

who cared as much about others

as they did about themselves...



Then every problem could be solved!





Sometimes when i'm in a really weird mood...

i comb my hair...





How do we know

trees don't walk?

i mean

we don't watchem all the time

And even when we do watch some of um

the rest are probably...

just walkin' around, laughin' at us...

ha ha ha ha
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 10:35am
In Hell (mazes within' mazes)


You can shout at stupid people

but that only makes'm mad

it doesn't make'm listen .


Wheels roll

an' sometimes heads too

in this...

LAND OF MAZES

WITHIN MAZES.





Dreams are real

because

in them we feel...











There is always something

i have to do

before

i can do something else.


There is always something

i have to do

before

i can do anything...



There is always something

i have to do

before

i can do

what i want to do..............











In Hell

you can do anything you want to do

but you can never enjoy it.............
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 7:34pm
UGLY PLANET (edited)


there is the thing

an' there iz

duh no thing..

butt

there is

NOTHING!!!

in the no-thing

no thing that ever was

"is"

as

there is only "this is".



This is not that

that is not even that anymore

meaning

there is nothing

to this or that...



people quarrel

quibble...



Can't change a fact.

Paradise has been overun by the humanoids

who chant

"Peace doesn't work"

"Peace doesn't work"

"WAR WORKS!"



Yea, war works

IT KILLS WHOEVER IS IN THE WRONG PLACE!...

be it man woman or child...

on an

UGLY PLANET.
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 7:35pm
nothing is something


i only feel good when i'm dead.

imgoin'down

never anyone important, me.

um,

i don't get life

and i believe that

all those that do

are wrong.



i have a flag i fly

which noone can see

i have a voice i speak

noonecanhear

notneartome

not near to me.



There is not that.



There is this nothingness

in my prose

that may

be

some

thing.
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 7:44pm
thisan'that


im "trippin'' badtonightman

yaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh......

good

bad

my choice is in the air



the mood is in the wind

the mood IS the wind.

it creates

sins an' saints

there is no "this"

there is no "that"

but

"this"

is closer

than

"that"
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 7:52pm
i got my rhyme


feel like

i'm dead...

an' i

don't know it.


He was just a clown

he died

yea

my friend tried.

but

he

died

and another...



hurled himself

in front of a car.

THE END

i got time

i got my rhyme...
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 7:59pm
i predict...i'm depressed


it appears to be the beginning of the end.

all is near

this is the end.

of the beginning.

the beginning

was perfect

and the ants

were chosen to be the leaders.

the humans are not superior

to the ants

they are just bigger.

how does the self-proclaimed, superior, human species

that is destroying

THE PLANET

believe it is superior?

why? how?

what makes you think you are superior?

is it because you can "speak"?

humansRliars.

i predict

humanoidswill destroythisplanet...
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 8:14pm
and what did he say??? (All the words have been taken)

very nice work
Ego does not survive
judgement is oftenly pronounced by the blind and murderous
stop believing what you see and hear

All the words have been taken...
they don't mean anythng anymore











All the words have been taken...


they don't mean anythng anymore










All the words have been taken...












by liars................................
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 8:35pm
nothing 4 u


nothing 4u

by: MikeOwl
May 29, '09 11:47pm That's it?
by: patman


"There is nothing to do"
replied The Grand Frog
by: patman
May 31, '09 8:23pm

iamuanurme
letstake
agoodturn
an'gettogetherNOW!


YEAYEAYEA
yea...

it's trippy man
it's trippy...
everyone needs to hear my music and give me a break. i need to be out there doing my music--and others
andtryin 2save da planet
duh
itstrippymanitstrippy

its trippy

nothing4u



zenisnothing

thenothing
no thing
nothing
like
an' empty cup
by: patman
"Such an empty stage"
i believe...

or a hoodlum
outer spa-aa-aa-aaasssse... perhaps

or an errant phrase
yea, that one
that's me

nothing 4 noone
nothing 2 aNYTHING I SAID











THERE IS NOTHING TO ANYTHING
by: patman
The Mad Professor:
then spoke briefly to his clients

"there is no war"...













if you know that...











u
no
nothing
by: patman


sad song
sorry if it's blue

May 31, '09 9:43pm

(Mar. 12, '11 9:24pm) all is wrong
especially
the loud mouthed me
not you
by: patman
May 31, '09 9:47pm

iamuan'da'gran'frogisme
by: patman
May 31, '09 9:47pm

alliswrong...
by: patman
May 31, '09 9:51pm

expectation zero...
by: patman
May 31, '09 10:05pm

(Mar. 12, '11 9:25pm) who am you?

by: patman
May 31, '09 10:10pm

who r uagain?
by: patman
May 31, '09 10:25pm

(June 1, '09 1:31pm) "It's just a bad dream Jimmie
go back to sleep..."

by: patman
June 1, '09 12:30pm

That's it.
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 8:51pm
$ is time...


$ is time...
the internet

is a FALSE SAVIOUR!

all your dreams

will remain there...



and i must say

that's

an imprortant line.


unlike my time

my unlikely time

my

untimely time

$ is worth

MUCH!

less
than
time

i am just a rhyme...

bye time

bye time

buy time

buy time


UCANNOTBUYTIME!

never

ever

ever

ever!

happen...











timeisNOT!$


time is
NOT!
$





$

is time...















$
cannot
buy











time...
by: patman
Mar. 12, '11 9:42pm
i'm not here today
Author Message
by: patman
July 22, '09 9:47pm

(July 22, '09 10:50pm) i'm not here today
i dunno--what's da date?

if every great "event" was really great

and every great "person"

was really "great"

then this world would be GREAT!





















This filthy world of stank

is not great...



but now back to our reality show

"FAKE LIFE".























Advertising tells us what to do

and they act like it was...


HARD SCIENCE










in your brain

you are washed

makes no difference

if you disdain...



evil rules on this planet...















































"i wish it was a different day

i wish it was a different way

i'm not here today"

im not...

posted by Sudanym
by: patman
Mar. 13, '11 7:44pm
(jus' tryin' ta be cheery an' all dat...)


THE CURE

Depression makes you want to die

Death is better than pain

Dying can involve pain

Death not

Depression is a curse

Death a saviour

Depression is the cure for happiness

Death is the cure for depression.

by: patman
Apr. 9, '11 10:02pm
FOR ALL TIME


Everyone has in them

at any time

all things

potentially............











Sometimes

you just

have to wait...
by: patman
Sept. 9, '11 10:01am
it...the...internet



The internet is a robot

how much can you expect from that?

for how long.........................

themilitarywantsitback

wantsitback...........................

the drones of war

are working..........

while you sleep
















ROBOTS

The internet is a robot.
How much can you expect from that?
For how long?

What if...

The military wants it back?
Wants it back.













The drones of war
are working

The drones of war
are working

While you sleep..........










When there is a war...











Everyone dies...














while you sleep.............


war KILLS
the ENEMY












not people...


war KILLS
the ENEMY!



all the dead animals

lie upon the ground

all the dead animals

lie upon the ground

they are not called people
they're not called "people"

they are NOT! called people
they're called
"the enemy"

the enemy
the enemy

war
kills
the
enemy.

allthedeadanimalslieupontheground
allthedeadanimalslieupontheground all
the
dead
"animals"
lie
upon
the
ground.

not people.


When there is a war
everyone dies...

the
drones
of
war
are
working.................................













while you sleep.
by: patman
Sept. 18, '11 7:29pm
"I'm Bored"

Boredom is a luxury

PAIN!

is the cure for boredom

pain an' suffering
pain and sufferin'

said

pat the cat...


When you realize

that


You can become


an adult.














saidpatthecat
by: patman
Sept. 30, '11 9:05am
INTERESTING TIMES


ok
nothin' ta see here
nothin' to see
there is

nothing to here



























here.....................

















site map
YOU ARE HERE!











interesting times
these are
interestingtimes
these...

so
goes
the
curse...












may you live in interesting times...







by: patman
Oct. 18, '11 8:07pm
i predict...i'm depressed
Author Message
by: patman
Apr. 14, '09 8:20pm

it appears to be the beginning of the end.

all is near

this is the end.

of the beginning.

the beginning

was perfect

and the ants

were chosen to be the leaders.

the humans are not superior

to the ants

they are just bigger.

how does the self-proclaimed, superior, human species

that is...

DESTROYING THE PLANET!!!


believe it is superior?


why? how?


what makes you think you are superior?

is it because you can "speak"?

humans Rliars.

i predict

humanoids will destroythisplanet...


by: patman
Oct. 18, '11 8:49pm
CRAZILY ME

thispoemisunderorover orsomething CONSTRUCTION OR
destruction
like
war..
under construction
there Has been a POSTPONEMENT of freeedom




"this just in"
there has been
a POSTPONEMENT OF FREEDOM
IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by: patman
Nov. 7, '11 8:26pm
WORDS AND NUMBERS LIE















wordsandnumbers LIE
by: patman
Nov. 7, '11 8:29pm
noname no, no.
notin iz som-tin
an sompin nu-ttin'
yeanoyeanoyeano
yoyoyo
yo
by: patman
Jan. 19, '12 10:59am
tree


a tree falls

in the forest









it makes a sound
























noonehearsit............................




hu-mans



greedhead
themonster
the$suckers
the
worst addiction

of
all
times...

greedhead

"it just sits there
a watchin'"







AMERICA
WHERE ARE YOU NOW!
DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT
YOUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS..............
by: patman
Jan. 19, '12 11:10am
motion


life is a motion picture
not a photo
not still


not still
"everything is still".................
they think
itisstill
datwasthen
dis nowkids honk........................








thatis constantlychanging

hatred stopsthemotionoflife
notasnap shot
a motion...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
.
hatred








stops
the
motion
of life.........LIFE....................
it is not a picture....
it
is
a
motion
picture...














ok kids
next week












THE MOTION PICTURES

















ooooohhh scary
"special effects"
surreal
stop showing "real people"
honk
what r they anyway
honk.
stopshowing
realpeople
duh
done
already
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen
done.
an'dat'wa'da'new.......
yea yea
thenews
hey kids
hope
everything's
just
swell...












hnyss.................................
H
N
Y
S
S


HAPPY
NEW
YEAR
SAME
shit

NEWYEAR
thatsall............................
honk










h
o
n
k
by: patman
Feb. 1, '12 8:32pm
who am i

who am i

isthisadream?

by: patman


who am i
isthisadream?
by: patman


and everything's
strange





if
you're













p
a
t
m
a
n




by: patman
Mar. 1, '12 8:06pm
SOMETHING

"nothing"
is what it will be

"nothing"
is what it once was











nothing

is

something
by: patman
Mar. 5, '12 7:55pm
ME

we are not "me"

we are we.
by: patman
Mar. 11, '12 7:54pm
SLOW


mad
is bad
slow SLOW is the way to go
said pat the cat
by: patman
Mar. 12, '12 7:46pm
who was i

whowasibefore iwasborn

where was i
when i was born
did you have any worth before your birth
where am i
when i'm
not me

who was i












what is this
whenitis













whatwa
dat?












who is this?
what is now











now
is
just
a
word
by: patman
Mar. 20, '12 9:22pm
just go there


everybody wants to die

everybody can't take it anymore

everybody wants to die


there is this
there is that
NO
there is
no this
there is no that

there is that
NO
not that

there
is
NO
that

therisnothis
thereisnothat
thisiswhat is called life
there
is
no
this
there
is
no
that

everybody has ta'
try
try or die
now
everybody wants to die
now...


everybody wants to












just go there











there is no here

there is no there

said

pat

the

cat

there is no here

there is no there
by: patman
Mar. 21, '12 8:00pm
nowgrandfrog
by: patman
Mar. 21, '12 8:02pm
quickly

and the grand frog said quickly

"do the right thing

no matter what





















isthehighestteaching"...

by: patman
Mar. 24, '12 9:22pm
PERFECT

if the perfect person existed














it wouldn't matter













no one

would get it
by: patman
Mar. 26, '12 8:36pm
good and evil


it is better to believe in good

than it is to believe in God

it is better to recognize evil

than to call it the devil

it is better to recognize good

and give it to the people


it is better to DO good

than it is to believe in God


itisbetter todogood

thanevil

evilis easy

good is hard.

MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL

it is better

to do good

better to do good.........................


later






than to argue about god.

later
by: patman
Mar. 29, '12 8:42pm
Lawyers


How many lawyers does it take to screw in

a light bulb?











They can't answer that question.
by: patman
Mar. 30, '12 8:36pm
THE POOR









war creates








war creates peace












because the dead cannot speak


peace
peace is intelligent
warcreates thepooor








because











peace
is intelligent











war
creates
the
poor

by: patman
Mar. 30, '12 10:15pm
god


AND GOD SAID

"KILL THEM"

"THEY ANGER ME!"
by: patman
Apr. 3, '12 10:09am
DARKNESS


If there was no greed

there would be no poverty.

Just as

if is there is no light

there is only

darkness.
by: patman
Apr. 5, '12 7:42pm
circles


if you stand still






there is no this no that
saidpatthecat




people will bump into you













there is no known



















there is

the most paranoid thought of all













this is not this

that is not that
saidpatdacat



it has














ALL BEEN CHANGED!











we just all say

that is that





















that's all......




by: patman
Apr. 5, '12 7:45pm
if you stand still

people will

bump in to you

because
they think they're




going
somewhere
by: patman
Apr. 8, '12 9:08pm
DEAD FLICK


dead tom


dead jerry


dead flick











dead people

are important













live people

are important


if the dead are NOT
alive.................................











whatare the alive?


by: patman
Apr. 8, '12 9:09pm
what are the alive

by: patman
Apr. 8, '12 9:31pm
"the speakers"--hu-mans









the hu-mans



that

proclaim


that
they
are hu=mans











because they speak



self-proclaimed

superior species



talk/speech




strong
or
weak?

















are those that do not speak

weak?

asked

pat the cat?


no

liars speak

liars speak yea

when
they
speak



they
lie


THIS


this is what they do


this
is what is
in
their
eye
















$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$











capitalize ha ha ha ha (excue me--laugh-fin


ok circa NOW

back 2da

FUTURE


"they" HAVE

CAPITALIZED ON CREATING!

misfortune

for

others

capitalism=
capitalize on the misfortune of others

savvy term=

create it (misforfune)
stupid















sociopaths
will
self-destruct












in the near future
imo....................

by: patman
Apr. 10, '12 10:02pm
NO YOU



there is no this

there is no that

there is no you

there is no pat the cat



When dreaming with eyes closed

with what do you see?

there
is
no
you


there is no me



there is no this


there is no that












said pat the cat
by: patman
Apr. 17, '12 8:29pm
IN THE ABSENCE OF LIGHT...



what can i do

right now

for all the people

who are suffering

whatcanidorightnow
whatcani ido rightnow

an thereisthething
called
reallife
right now

ya'can'tsay shit

butyacansay war

ya' can't say shit...


without getting in trouble...






by the way


i'm having a good day


haven't been hit by a drone strike

today.







any2yearold knows

poo poo
comesfrom yer heiny hole

but
ya
ca
n't
say shit.















"soup an sanwich"

"soup an sanwich"





"free speech

an pepper spray

free speech

and mace"

freespeech andpara-military

freespeechand para-militarydoesn't rhyme

doesn't rhyme no
match=overkill.














inthefutre
"the world"
will be destroyed by
stupidhumans



















theend
ofthis












"it"
never
ends




















"Why this is simply

the end of "this"

it's the round one


that number


yesthebalance

if
there
is no balance

there
is
no life"

noticed
pat the cat




American government











kills












when
there is a war













everyone dies
noticed pat the cat
also
patthecatflies
by: patman
Apr. 17, '12 9:24pm
HUMANS




Humans are the

self-procalimed

"superior species"


but it's

kind of cheating











since

they're

the only ones that can speak.
by: patman
Apr. 17, '12 9:25pm
also...
who else is destroying the planet





























only
the
one
by: patman
Apr. 24, '12 9:26pm
DIES (nothing)




If noone was here

then

nothing

left.











if there is no "i"












nothing dies........
by: patman
Apr. 24, '12 10:26pm
3 things




there's 3 things


i dont trust








numbers




words
















and people
by: patman
Apr. 25, '12 8:09pm
no me





there isnome
yousee
there is no me
you see

if thereis no me


thereis no me2c

you see
you see

said pat the cat
by: patman
May 5, '12 8:18pm
DUNG





Corporations

are people



as dung

is

food
by: patman
May 8, '12 10:11pm
patman

and the

extra virgin koshers
by: patman
May 13, '12 8:47pm
and now

all the buddah's are killed in the land

and now

allthebuddahs


everyone with a REAL name

is smothered

silenced

by the #

silence

"of$
the#of$
99
is
being
slauhtered by #1--right now!

in
real
life.











allthedeadanimals
lieupon
theground
by: patman
June 6, '12 9:37pm
there is no this
there is no that
there is no pat
said
pat the cat

by: patman
June 7, '12 10:32pm
life



when there was life

there were no humans

noone knew what death meant
by: patman
June 7, '12 10:48pm
future


when does the past start












i want to get there in a hurry
by: patman
June 18, '12 8:19pm
earth



humans

pay attention to earth













it is more important than you.
by: patman
June 20, '12 8:55pm
no thing


patman was

no


here


therisnothisnothat


said

pat the cat.

patman can not help

there is not this

there is no that

patman cannot help














inthisdream
in
this
dream
by: patman
June 20, '12 9:13pm
hu-mans


the human race is killing it self off
by: patman
June 29, '12 8:36pm
there is no truth right now



unless it is



constantly




changing











nothing anywhere

daeriznaantywhere

by: patman
June 29, '12 8:39pm
nothing anywhere

is stable

nothing anywhere.

this is not that
i am not this
i am not that



























said pat the cat.
by: patman
June 29, '12 8:45pm
thereisnotruth rightnowitisconstantly
changingthere is no...now now
evilisnownow now

the future is NEVER

totally pre-determined












hey kids

hope

everything's


just swelll.....
by: patman
June 29, '12 8:49pm
theloneprophet


nothing
anywhere
is
stable
ever



said
the
lone
prophet







there is no truth
unless it is
constantly
changing













iwaspatman

by: patman
July 4, '12 8:40pm
now




everthing that is now
is crap
i'll get back to ya on that
by: patman
July 7, '12 8:10pm
the real now



"Lightning lagged behind you

on that one".

Said the Grand Frog.











Torture

inthisdreaminthisdream
inthisdream

LIKEITNEVERWASBEFORE!

and never will be seen

and never will be seen

again...

since the light

is

now

seen.evilisnownowisforever evil is now now is forever













this "now"

when it happens

may "seem"

like it lasts forever











but
this is not















the real now










by: patman
July 9, '12 8:43pm
warwillneverfeedthepoor

war will never
ever
ever
ever


feed

the

poor.











allthedead animals lieupontheground

whenthereisawar
everyone dies
by: patman
July 16, '12 7:57pm
there was no need
by: patman
July 16, '12 8:01pm
ever

therewasneveraneed4warever

never a need

never a need
by: patman
July 16, '12 8:02pm
"it"
feels pain............

itfeelspain
by: patman
July 16, '12 8:04pm
They never call them people

they call them

"the enemy".

lifeisgoingbackwordnow
by: patman
July 16, '12 8:11pm
there was never a need for war
never
a
need
for
was was never

ever ever ever
a
need
for
war
war
e
ver
forgetaboutgod
forgetaboutthedevil

payattentiontogood
payattentiontoevil
by: patman
July 17, '12 7:54pm
the paramilitary

right next to my house

jusnow

just now
by: patman
July 17, '12 7:55pm
and once again

that was real life
by: patman
July 17, '12 7:58pm
inthisdreamdreamdisdree....
by: patman
July 17, '12 7:59pm
the para-military
realtimestillhere

by: patman
July 17, '12 8:18pm
occupied
by: patman
July 17, '12 8:28pm
the wise will have fear...

ww3 is here
by: patman
July 18, '12 8:57am
ww3

listen

if you can hear

world war 3




you see?
by: patman
July 19, '12 7:37pm
in hell

i was in hell (severe depression)
i did't say it was LIKE hell
REAL HELL!
i'm prone to understatement
it seemed to last forever.

in a tortured state
i felt i was noone
nothing
the round number.

i was more dying
than living.

NOW
i have escaped from hell
by: patman
Oct. 5, '12 11:44am
there was earth





there was earth

and then there were humans.











theend

by: patman
Oct. 5, '12 11:45am
what if????????????????????


there are moths

that are superior

to humans.

and birds
and bugs
and nature
and earth..................................







all superior












and
we
kill
it????????????????????????????????????
by: patman
Oct. 5, '12 11:47am
2 step

Caspitalists

capitalize on the misfortune of others.

Savvy capitalists

CREATE misfortune

for others

and then capitalize

on it
by: patman
Oct. 5, '12 11:50am
CURSES

i say
when evil is present
all suffer
it is now.

Ancient Chines curse says

"May you live in interesting times."

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